Friday, December 31, 2010

Bottomless Woman On Beach

DEATH OF A WHITE RABBIT

I'm back to you for a quick post to seal this holiday season and the year that is sadly dying in our arms .. As usual in these times the humor and joy comes over me like a nice cancer and I wrote that in all likelihood will be the closure of Wounds .. and maybe even more .. is entitled, as you may have derived from the name of the post, Death of a White Rabbit. triplet with an acoustic guitar voice and nothing else. So in the end more than enough .. Coming soon to these pages in the text preview.

I love you. A hug

Max
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The new beginning ...

are 10 minutes I finished the last of this 2010 session of poker. Not just to end the month in negative rush NL200 tables. A month long
unfortunate fact of high and low, very low. I had a downswing of 20 buy the first of the month, now fully recovered, but was quite hard to keep a great mood, both in poker and in life in general. These sessions come as the clubs, you come to the question on your poker skills .... Then everything returns to normal and we relax, we are again the champions of all time. These last three months have been months for me and I intend to continue like PPP in the new year, I am increasingly aware that I can go really far with cash games 6-max and I'm studying and giving my all to get there. I'll be at 100% for the arrival of the cash game in Italy. Seeing the earnings of top rankings in the various reg poker room, I can not imagine that among the top cash game reg in Italy in 2011. And when will prepare charts that I'll be there even among the most vincenti, potete scommetterci. Quest'anno inizia il mio primo anno da PPP e intendo raggiungere quest'obiettivo. Tra gli altri obiettivi, senz'altro anche quello di giocare degli MTT, giocando cash game mi sento migliorato anche in questa specialità. Sono iscritto in vari siti di training e guardo tanti video. Purtroppo qui però, non sono ancora riuscito a mettere nessuna bandierina davvero importante, e ultimamente sono nella morsa di una bad run che non accenna a fermarsi.... comunque valuterò anche l'idea di fare qualche sessione di coaching per i tornei MTT.

Tornando a questo mese, guadagni pressoché inesistenti ai tavoli cash e perdite abbastanza consistenti negli MTT.

Cominciamo con il cash game. Questo il grafico This month the tables NL200 rush:



term almost breakeven. In general, however, I'm keeping a pace of 2.50BB/100 tables $ 1 $ 2

this graph NL100 NL200 after the last coaching session in July:



still intends to do other session coaching. One a month, reviewing hands that are marked and where I'm not sure I made the best bet.

As for the MTT as I said close the month negatively:



's it for this year!

Happy New Year everyone e. .. GOOD LUCK IN THE LONG RUN!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Print Bingo For 30 Peoplefree

The importance of becoming with themselves

I wish to close this 2010, which for me has been really wonderful in all respects, a reflection that I hope makes you think all the people who follow me and comment my videos.

In recent months I often received comments rather tedious, to eliminate the waste of time on my body and change that I had during this year. Yesterday then, only for having shown a bare shoulder, I have received at least twenty.

So I would like to tell my story and to share my experience. Because I believe that the understanding and the clarity is the foundation of everything, and I know that people among you love me (and there are many, and therefore do not really know how to thank you) will appreciate a lot. People who do not stand me but certainly will not stop not stand me, but I think I understand his shoulders broad enough not to blame for the amenities who write to me and especially that do not affect me at all.

I have always been a girl, the past is a must now a woman, very thin and lean with the fortune / misfortune to have inherited from a maternal aunts neckline generous enough on a body with narrow hips. Since a teenager I really struggled to accept all this "full" because I was ashamed I walked a lot and always hump (in fact I have excellent posture) and I put things very large to hide. I began to appreciate this feature after 20 when I finally managed to overcome the trauma of Poppea: SPQR at a time when there was on TV so I have renamed ... and some still Today when I meet on the street still calls me to joke like that!

Up to 23-24 years has always been so, just as you see me now and then something happened. Have been engaged for many years with a guy (actually a man but looks like a guy) a lot bigger than me and I loved him more than anything else in the world, something visceral and intense. I was fine with him, we understood the flight was a really wonderful relationship and I wanted to spend my life with him. Then love has been "sold out" and left me. The day of our anniversary. That day I went into the water fully clothed in full in February to see if I was still alive or if I was dead. For me the end of that story represents the end of my "first life". From that day except for a blackout of about one and a half, where I do not remember anything of what I did. So I went to work, I know that I spent a long time to eat (I got 8kg at the time) and I know that I was often sitting on the table looking out the window and smoking. Every time I happen to remember something, like a flash, and to discover that maybe they are already in place during that period. This summer, passing in front of Cala Regina I remembered having slept on the beach in my car because I could not bear to sleep in a bed that was a bit 'too her.

Then slowly began a difficult ascent. Always accompanied by an inordinate need for food. It's not that I opened my fridge or stuffs himself with anti binge at night. Simply spending time to cook for distraction, and cook things ipercondite and calorie. Or I was having breakfast with tons of butter on the bread and then ate a couple (of course the Sardinian - unknown number from 4 to 20) of snacks and then a nice breakfast at the bar before going to work. The result was a nice +25 kg in about a year.

Translated in simple terms: I suffered from depression. E 'depression is worse than any disease. Why do you worn in, you take away the and above all you want to live off the only thing you "yourself". I also suffered from panic attacks. And I brought you a nice autoimmune disease. Luckily I always had the brain active enough and I got help: it is the only way out, believe me. You do not need stuffing of drugs, simply find a good / or psychotherapy to help you better understand the situation and yourself.

After two years of this "break" I met my husband. And he really has changed my life. And he did not do anything special, he did just because it was the right person for me and why I was really filled our lives with love and beauty. He found all of my empty and filled them because loving me has taught me to love me. This is the best gift I could do and for which I can only be thankful and grateful to him. He believed in me and in my work around me when he did not believe anyone, he did somersaults to lend me the money I needed to redo the kits job that I had stolen (during an airplane trip! I arrived and among the luggage was not there) even though he had so willingly, he gave me his car to work turning for months because my bus was to be changed and no longer walk, he always made me feel beautiful with or without flab. Psychotherapy was the medicine to resume energy to go back, he was the "ball apnea" I took it and I brought it back to the surface and made me breathe again.

course despite this picture "idyllic" We're a couple a bit 'dog and cat: we fight very often, we keep our faces, we take the "transplanting" as all the couples in the world and we have had our times crisis ... But when you love and you engage it (nearly) everything:)

Although I was happy and finally themselves well, there were still 25 pounds heavier and I knew it was the right time: a month after my marriage after seeing the pictures when I was very much in I am not overweight now are "recognized." I asked my husband in tears and my best friend "But I'm so?" and they in all honesty I have said yes. After 4 years my eyes have seen for me as I really was: another person who is not in any way resembled the person I was. I realized that this cocoon of flesh "I was no good, even to protect myself from the" world "and that I was finally strong enough to return to balance and fall into my" real body ".

On 11 February last year I went to a very good nutritionist who taught me how to eat properly again and got me back to my weight ever. I am continuing ad andarci per fare il mantenimento e per avere consigli e chiarimenti ed è davvero disponibile e gentilissimo. Ha capito come "funzionavo" ( ho un caratterino niente male :( ) e mi ha accontentata davvero in tutto, sopratutto sulla dieta totalmente vegetariana ( non avrei mai potuto fare una dieta con carne e pesce)! 

Ora finalmente mi riconosco quando mi guardo allo specchio e riesco ad affrontare la vita con serenità e positività, e mi sento forte, fortissima! Ho riscoperto il gusto delle cose ed il loro sapore, perchè prima trangugiavo tutto come una specie di idrovora e non assaporavo nulla, mentre ora tutto quello che mangio è davvero buonissimo... anche la pizza o i ravioli hanno un altro sapore, meno scontato e davvero favoloso.

Allora mi chiedo se è possibile che solo perchè ho avuto un periodo "rotondo" le persone debbano pensare che io "sono sempre stata rotonda" e che ora "sono magra"? Soprattutto è possibile che questo accada nonostante l'abbia detto e stradetto e straripetuto? Come mai non posso semplicemente avere la fortuna di avere una costituzione esile e devo per forza essere burrosa? A me le persone burrose piacciono tantissimo, ma non quando lo sono perchè sono " un po' su di peso", mi piacciono quando lo sono naturalmente perchè hanno una struttura morbida e fianchi larghi ( prendete Scarlett Johansson quanto è bella!!!). Ognuno deve accept her body and its constitution so as it is, obviously trying to improve without exaggerating or become "plastic", with no strength to be something that is not. I'd love to have more rounds of the hips, but I was born with a small basin, narrow and I have to accept it .... I'd also like to have your face because I did not three-dimensional instead of two-dimensional and contour cheekbones are flat, but if they are so and so there 'a reason .... I wish I had less breast, I would like to have a smaller nose, less dark circles, freckles more ... but I stopped because I do with a frown you learn to love me as I am with my strengths and my faults.

I hope that this "small" write-off of life may be useful to you all, and to know me a little 'is better to say to those people who are in the same situation where I was I that depression and the consequent forget oneself is not a disease impossible to put down because there is always within us the strength to leave and if we do we can do to help:)

And as my mother used to say of a dear friend " The sun is always there, just hidden by the clouds. " (And we blown the move!)


Wednesday, December 29, 2010

How To Become A Famous Tennis Player As A Kid

Tutorial "Bullet with Butterfly Wings" Make-Up Shampoo

Hello to all girls! Come avete trascorso le feste natalizie? Io sono partita per il mondo delle "libagioni selvagge" e sono tornata molto soddisfatta e con tanti bei regali ( non tanto per il loro valore, che non trovo importante, ma per il fatto che sono stati davvero "pensati" per me e la trovo una cosa favolosa e dolcissima!)

Oggi vi propongo il make-up che indosserò la sera di Capodanno, per una cena in casa con amici ( e la sottoscritta ai fornelli!) e gatti, che ho realizzato ispirandomi ad una splendida canzone degli Smashing Pumpkins " Bullet with Butterfly Wings ": è un look piuttosto "drammatico" con occhi truccati di nero e antracite e labbra molto scure ed intense, dopo la sobrietà Christmas we wanted something more original for the start of the new year!

If you do not like dark or lips so you do not feel comfortable with a lipstick so "important" you can easily replace it with a nice gloss, perhaps in shades of silver or a beautiful rose with some cold glitterino or a figure with neutral tones or pink.






PRODUCTS USED
VISO
Fondotinta Double Wear Estee Lauder 1N1 Ecru
Correttore Double Wear Estee Lauder Light
Cipria Minerale Elemental Beauty "Matte"
Blush Elf Studio "Berry Merry"
Blush Elemental Beauty "Icing"

OCCHI
Base per occhi Kiko Eye-Base
Ombretto Make-Up For Ever 035 Beige Medio
Ombretto Make-Up For Ever 004 Nero Mat
Ombretto Make-Up For Ever 040 Antracite Mat
Palette Sleek Make-Up "Graphite"
Matita Essence Khol "Black Mania"
Eyeliner Mac Fluidline "BlackTrack"
Essence Mascara "Multi Action"
eyelashes Essence "Natural"

LIPS
Kiko Precision Lip Liner Pencil 308
Guerlain Lip Pencil Cupidon 00
Pencil Lipstick Too Faced Borderline
Mac "Media"


I wish you a splendid 2011 and Fortunato, and I thank you from my heart for this wonderful year we spent together and all the affection you have shown me in these 365 days!





Tuesday, December 28, 2010

How Much Water To Add To Polyblend Grout

silicone-favorite!

Come vi avevo raccontato in un video un po' di tempo fa, ho deciso di dare "tregua" per qualche mese ai miei capelli e "disintossicarli" dai siliconi... Non che io sia diventata totalmente anti-siliconi, ma sto provando a vedere cosa succede alla mia chioma senza utilizzare questi componenti nei prodotti!

La prima cosa che ho potuto notare è che i miei capelli sono diventati immediatamente più lucidi e più morbidi, le punte non si seccano più dopo 10 minuti dal momento in cui li ho asciugati e soprattutto hanno "guadagnato un giorno": solitamente se li lavavo il martedì, il venerdì erano davvero "inguardabili" mentre con questi nuovi shampoo il venerdì sono ancora carini! Io sono una "fissata" del capello pulito e sciolto, quindi il sabato nonostante siano ancora belli li lavo perchè mi piace la sensazione dei capelli leggeri ed appena lavati!

Gli shampoo che ho mostrato in questo in video sono per la maggiorparte eco-bio, con inci quasi totalmente verde, tranne uno che si può reperire tranquillamente al supermarket che è comunque privo di siliconi ed abbastanza buono!



I prodotti BJOBJ e ESPRIT EQUO si possono We find easily in nature, or the like (just go to the website of the company, send an email and request the list of stores near you) or Mondevert (shampoo of Esprit Fair is currently in reorganization, but in a few you should find time!). LAVERA products instead can be found at Nature or various organic shops (point of sale as above) or Lookfantastic.com on this site or German-Alegria Naturcosmetik -click the English flag - , (where you can find billions of really interesting products, recharge postepay with the exact amount otherwise leave us a paycheck!)

Friday, December 24, 2010

Camera Insidea Vajina

Merry Christmas!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

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Tutorial "Collecting Shields" Make-Up Tutorial

Hello to all guys;) The make-up that I propose today, inspired by a beautiful song of Efterklang "Collecting Shields" is the look that I decided to make for dinner on Christmas Eve and will combine to a very colorful dress (and you say weird !!!!) For this Christmas I decided to give the total black at the moment ... but only for a while:)





PRODUCTS USED FACE
Foundation Make Up For Ever HD 115 Foundation
Full Cover Concealer Make Up For Ever 03
Matte Powder Elemental Beauty
Contouring sculptress Elemental Beauty
Blush Cocktail Snow Make-Up

EYES
Base Eye Shadow Base Eye Kiko
Eyeshadow 035 Medium Beige Make Up For Ever Eyeshadow
Bouquet from Baby Doll and Snow Make-Up Palette Distinguished
Incubdo Eyeshadow Palette from the very dark and cloudy Make-Up
Mascara Multi Action Essence
Eyelashes Ardell Lashes Demi Pixies
Khol Pencil Smoke Zoeva
Eyebrow Eyeshadow MAC Courduroy

Lip Pencil Cupidon 00
Guerlain
Pencil RD703 Shiseido
Emotion Sheer Lipstick Red 100 Kiko




Saturday, December 11, 2010

Which Vietnam Tomahawk Is Better

Crush

finally back to post on the blog .. I'm back to what meaning to our work on Wounds. Much has changed since my last visit and my last post. Mainly what's different is that, at my own risk, I stopped working .. questionable choice at my age and in this specific historical period, but a choice .. Another positive note is that this morning, against all odds, I woke up with a new song in my head. Crush precisely. It means at least two quite different things: it can be literally translated as squeeze, crush (for example, is the orange crush orange juice) but figuratively means "cooked" for example, 'I have a crush on you' means' I have a crush for you '.. more or less .. and this is the meaning it has in the piece. Obviously the implications of the text are sinister and perverse come al solito, se non peggio :-) il brano in se si basa su un giro country punk che sono solito suonare durante i soundcheck per verificare la resa dinamica (???) della mia chitarra.. e poi era una vita che Pink chiedeva a gran voce un pezzo country, quindi i proverbiali due piccioni con una fava. prossimamente il testo e altre anticipazioni sul nuovo capitolo, anzi, paragrafo di Wounds.. sappiate comunque che vi farà ballare (ma come dissi una volta alla Vale dei 2 Novembre: attenta che stai ballando su una pila di cadaveri). Salutandovi vi ricordo che stasera suonano gli Antea del mio caro bassista al Checkmate in via Trebisonda.. Non potete mancare!!! un bacio. A presto!
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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Extigy Patch For Vista Blue Screen

Report Month of November

Ecco il grafico di questo mese con guadagno di 6000$ compreso di rakeback. Ho giocato solo NL200 Rush. Non male!!
L'avventura continua......